Hiya Kyle

13 days to go till your home on RnR, im so excited, I just smile when i think of you back in the UK and knowing your safe, it's been hell for me, 2009 was the best year of my life because you played a major part in it but its also been the worst year cause i've spent so many months now worrying about you.

There hasn't been a day gone by when i haven't thought about you, even when you were in England I had you on my mind constantly and i'm hoping that 2010 will be a perfect year for us both, no more worrying, no more danger, no more having to go months with no word from you, thats not too much to wish for is it?

Anyway, just a quick update on whats been happening at home, I got my place at college, it starts Jan 5th but i've decided to leave it till September, I really can't concentrate with studies while your out there babe and the tutor says its fine to leave it till then.

My Ann Summers job was good while it lasted but i've given that up today, I was actually spending more money then i was earning which doesn't make good business sense at all lol so here i am going into a new year with nothing happening except waiting for your homecoming,  and right now i'm happy to be doing just that cus nothing else matters.

So many of my friends think i'm a little bit sad cus you mean so much to me and they tell me to get on with life cus your not a real boyfriend,  but I remember you once telling me not to care what others think about us, and so each day I remind myself of that and look foward to the next email or text you send cus Kyle... thats all i need from you, it's probably all i will ever need from you, I know you, i understand you and I know your happy with the relationship we have, i couldn't ask for anything else, your my Soldier and I love you, nothing and no one can compare to you and they never will.

I'm signing off now, I will write again before you are home just to wish you a safe flight.

Love you always baby. take care and stay safe Kyle.

Kerry xxxxxx